suspended by university because of cheating on exam
I don't know if this place is suitable for this discussion, but I am really depressed and see no hope in life. So basicly two semesters ago on exam I got caught cheating and the case was forgotten until now when I sent the professor an email asking what will happen, then he summoned a meeting where they decided to suspend me for 3 semesters and upon arrival back to university (which will probably not happen due to financial condition) I have to recomplete the course. So this basicly puts me into a situation where the two years I have spent at the university is just gone. All my friends I made will be gone, and I can't face any of my family members /friends at home. So I see no hope in myself, although I wrote an appeal, but without success. Whenever I just close my eyes, I see the dark future that will approach, one mistake that will fatally change my entire life. I still remember when I used to be a child, how happy I was and now everything suddenly just disappeared in front of me. I don't know if anyone could try to help me. But I feel very lonely and feel that noone is trying to help me. All I want is to continue studying, but it's not possible, so I really don't know what's gonna happen. I lost all my hopes.