Petit larceny violation 155.25 New York

I have been charged with Class A Misdemeanor petit larceny for the second time in 9 years.

I am 52 years old, unemployed, and single, financially I do very bad. Also I am looking for a job and if I have criminal record nobody will hire me. What can I do and what could be the consequences?

administrative process

ex wife abandoned me took 1.6 year old daughter to an unknown state for 7.6 years prior to seeking child support,durring which period she had given custody to a third party via the family court,once she regained custody she filed a complaint under the administrative process they orderd me to pay I rebutted that my parental superior rights were abolished thru adjudication of the family court allowing the custody transfer,ive stood upon my rights even though they revoked by drivers license nearly 7 years ago.

they have never arrested me,nor have i ever adhered to their demands i have never made a child support payment because the administrative agency could not obtain subject jurisdiction,the eledged order is way too ambiguouse,order contrary to construction,states complainiant resides in a non existing place,they refuse to correct their mistakes,its been 11 years in which i have repeatedly petitioned them for a redress of greivances with no answer.daughter will be turning 19 this year.never allowed to see her but 1 time when she was 8.6 years old,and thats what you call justice!

I refused to make any payments because in doing so I would be admitting they were right,and submitting to their jurisdiction.am I correct?